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Thursday, June 20th, 2002
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3:51 pm - change of address, yet again!
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dammit, the day i switch to live journal, is teh day that livejournal is down RIGHT after i send my big nice update of teh day X-x; and deadjournal is up and running like never before! fkjdfjdlsjfjdskjdf!!!
anyway, new address is:
livejournal.com/users/spatulagirl
sorry for inconveniences.. livejournal seems more convenient. and bell insisted...
current mood:  aggravated
current music: forever love, x japan
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| Monday, June 17th, 2002
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5:26 am - anger at all mosquito-kind
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damn mosquitoes. keeping me up since 3:20 this morning when i'm fucking tired from karate.
i don't know why but i had trouble falling asleep too. i'll try to go back to bed in a little bit.
i hate not being able to sleep with window open. i had it open and then the mosquitoes started bothering me. so now, i have to sleep with them closed and a/c on so i don't suffocate X-x;
but because of my inabliity to sleep, i got to talk to ingrid. ^-^
in. bad. french. ^-^
;;evil laughter;;
i hate air conditioning X-x;
so maybe i will go to class today. maybe i won't ^-^ ok i must be a good girl. so i will... um...
yeah. if i'm tired though, fuck it. i had a hard weekend. but i'm not as sore as i thought i'd be, which is nice.
i have decided to get a web domain and i need advice/help in obtaining webspace and server X-x; i have a great idea for a domain... ^-^ and i have just the things to do with it.. i'm really looking forward to it.
post pics from japan exchange, diary, awards ^-^, seiya shrine, god tribute, music stuff. basic stuff.
^-^
i forgot my dreams. that annoys me to no end.
oh. and i don't like SMAP. which is weird because they remind me of the three lights (even though they're five and they don't sing very well and they're not as catchy). they're CUTE as hell (well, at least kusanagi is) but not good listening to music. i'll copy a few songs though if they sound like good dance party material. not getting my hopes up tho...
current mood: annoyed
current music: 23 hours, kanno yoko feat. maaya
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| Sunday, June 16th, 2002
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5:38 pm - 5 kyuu no atashi
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i am a 5th level (3rd level becomes brown belt) white belt now ^-^ yay!
but i am so friggin tired, my feet hurt from standing and training and skidding barefooted on stone and cement from 10 until 3:30 (til 12 my ass), and i think i have sun burn too X-x; which helps make you sleepy.
tired me. who has homework and things to do.
leo got into a car wreck. (at first i thought it was his car). nono, he and a car got into a car wreck, him on his scooter versus car. leo survived, the car AND the scooter did not.
shit.
and he's being all cool with me, not writing a lot in his replies X-x; i miss him, dammit. the same reason i missed david when we broke up and got all tore up about it. because i miss teh companionship of a friend who talks to you all the time. (although with leo it was more of a lover who holds your hand and calls you kinda thing, and with david it was hanging out all the time) and when that person is suddenly gone you realise all the friends you had beforehand don't really consider themselves your friends (the kind that you want anyway) or they call themselves your friend but it's only at their convenience.
which really isn't a friend at all. that pisses me off to no end. i'm your friend, yet i will avoid being with you at all costs. only if i'm alone will i talk to you, or be decent to you. and only if i ask you, can you tell me about what you wanna say, because otherwise i don't wanna hear it. and then when you do talk, halfway through i'm bored and i don't wanna hear it anymore.
that's how i feel. i guess when i go home, it'll be nice to have people who don't mind me incessently rambling for whatever reason. or maybe not. i hope chris and trevor haven't changed so much.
college is gonna be.. i don't know.
but dude, having someone around like chris will make up for the family i had freshman year, as much as i love them forever and ever. and as much as i will be in touch with them as my family because they're so amazingly cool. even if chris and i have totally become opposite people (which we have, i mean on my part, maybe not on his part), i know we're totally gonna be hanging out all the time.
i love chris.
i wish trevor went to UNCG. hrm. because i can't live without my daily dose of trevor. (life got so good with the package, the PPG sticker on the box, the trevor stick figures.. that decoratemy walls ^-^)
what will never change i think is the fact that they live at my house.
my poor mother.
i am going to go do homework maybe.
who am i kidding? if i don't fall asleep before 9 it will be a miracle. ok, before 6. i plan on sleeping from 9 until whenver i wake up, no alarm clock dammit. X-x; i will miss school tomorrow if i must. climbing 6 flights of stairs 3 times is NOT my idea of fun on a monday morning, after the strenuous weekend i had.
japan plays doitsu on tues i think. ^-^ what a game that will be! you know where THIS rabbit will be... ^-^
(chuning (as the aussies say) a certain kou ^-^)
current mood:  accomplished
current music: dahlia, x japan
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7:20 am - i. hurt.
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oh my god, my i think if i stand up another second, i am going to die.
i slept from 10 last night until when my alarm went off this morning at 7. shit.
and i huuuuurt.
;-;
and it's cloudy. and i have to train on stone ground. and then i have to sweep afterwards. ;-; paaaaain!
current mood:  sore
current music: love flies, l'arc en ciel
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| Saturday, June 15th, 2002
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9:09 pm - dekita!
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i. took. the. karate. test.
and i won't find out results until tomorrow.
i woke up at 6:30, left by 7:30, got to fujigaoka by 7:50, arrived at hoshigaokoa around 8:05. at 9, we were in the dressing out rooms in the chikusa sports centre, getting into our dogis and locking up our valuables. like 5 minutes later, we were warming up on mats behind a whole lot of little kids (about 50), and then, we were sitting for about 4 hours, watching them go up individually and in groups and perform kata and yakusoku mite. and then they did their fighting, and a few other things. and we had to sit and watch. and then in the middle of it (with plenty of time for your legs to cramp up from either sitting indian style or in seiza, sometimes seiza was more comfortable, and ruin all your preparational exercises), we did two kata-- heiya nidan (first kata), and bassaidai (really hard kata) as a group. and then the blacks and brown belts did a hard kata. and then we watched again.
we had a lunch break and after i seached for water fountain (thank you tsumugi-chan), and then we did individual kata and kihon-- kihon is where you do blocks and punches, some of them moving and keeping your head the same height. NO breaks, so i was out of breath and miserable from trying to look straight ahead teh whole time. (i have a horrid habit of looking down when i concentrate).
then we did kata individually. and i was teh first of my group (of teh gaidai group) to go. which i HATE because i have NO idea what to do. (before i had to say my name (and the guy said my full name so instead of saying my name katakana wise, i said my name in american accent, with american accented japanese afterwards X-x; and i forgot what to say X-x;)) and i did my kata, and i think i did pretty well! it's definitely not the best, but it's the best i can do. and i am happy with how i did it. i almost fell once during nidan, and i forgot to kiai (yell really loud) at the VERY end of shodan because iw as concentrating on looking ahead that i forgot. X-x;, but, other than that, i am confident that i did the best i could do.
then we had yakusoku mite (which is blocks and punches in a pair) and i did pretty good.. i've been good at that, no problem, because that was the first thing sarah and i trained with like crazy at the beginning. then we had the figting. thank GOD i got to fight against the other girls that are white belts, as opposed to lui sempai, who i hate to go against because she ALWAYS kicks my ass and hurts me. X-x; i did ok, not that good because i am very very bad at fighting. (i hatehurting people)
after that, we stayed in the gym until about 4:30 watching other black belts (teachers mostly) fight against each other. AGRESSIVE! oh my god, one guy busted another guy's tooth out! one guy busted another guy's nose. one guy got a black eye. i mean, agressive. and sensei shouts YAME (stop!) and they keep going. it's NUTS.
i didn't wanna watch. then i helped clean up. (sempai told me to use my head and not to sweep the way i did, i felt like my dad talking to me when i was a kid) and then we hurried and dressed out again, then we went outside and the sensei (the really nice old one--8th degree black belt) started talking to me. he's so nice. (he started talking about some guy he knew, mr. yamazaki? from anaheim, he has a dojo there and he wants me to go, he'll write me a letter so i can go and impress him or something. and then he started talking about when he was in america and he watched this old movie, called konan (i'm thinking, konan like south country ancient china, where hotohori reined as emperor) and then i realised conan the barbarian and then he said 'and there was this poster with a beautiful woman who looked like you (blush ^-^) and i posed in front of it' or something to that extent. i love this teacher.) and after he had his long conversation with me, he talked for 30 minutes to everyone.
then the white belts and the new students went to mcdonalds and we had milkshakes (and the boys ate) and then we went to hoshigaoka bowl to do print club. left around 7:30, and i got home around 9. (moon came out! yay!)
i have figured out the names of my future kids (on completely unrelated notes)
tsukiko (girl), seiya (boy/girl), sora (girl), skye (girl), skyler (boy)
hrm. says the bunny who will never have kids.
i am sooo tired. and more karate tomorrow! fun! but i love the teahcer so, it's ok.
i got a letter from pussmonkey. it made me smile.
current mood:  exhausted
current music: enticher, l'arc an ciel
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| Friday, June 14th, 2002
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10:40 pm - chick flicks, things that make me happy, weird ass dreams
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the spider dream has stayed with me all day. i wonder what it means.
chick flicks-- i just watched autumn in new york. i think winona ryder is a really good actor. and richard gere is sexy. and i like the way she was all artsy and stuff. it made me happy.
things that make me happy-- the fact that i have an umeboshi from tanaka left over to eat tomorrow before my kata exam. i am really psyched (not happy, but nervous as hell) about it tomorrow. i have to look ahead, not down. i have to look ahead.
and, as beeruchan can tell you, i am the most random person in the entire world. i watched the japan game (NIPPON! ::clap clap clap::) and i went to change where i was watching it on campus (our room where we were was close to classrooms and i wanted to be loud and be with friends) and i pass this guy i've made eye contact with before (he was the guy who walked down the street a few months ago and he smiled at me, wow, i can't believe i remember that) anyway-- he was standing with his back to me, and he looked for a sec like spike (the real one, not the iai guy) and so i go to the combini and i pick out what to eat. no chocolate pocky! oh well, men's pocky. this sandwich.. has meat. arg. you want meat, mike? i'll eat the egg and tomato. ok. i get in line. behind the big tall guy. wow he's tall, i say aloud in english. the guy turns around. 'gomen ne,' i'm so embarassed, he understood me. he starts talking to me in japanese. really nice guy. wow, i'm having a conversation with him. he speaks in english! wow! he says he studied in LA for 2 years. WOW. and then he puts out his hand, 'my name is Hikaru'.
HO-LY SHIT.
so, i am yes, having happy feelings, maybe for some guy i will never ever see again. someone who i will never interact with probably in a romantic sense. because he has the same kanji as seiya kou. (kou=hikaru=light) and that was the reason why i called bell. ^-^
so i watched the rest of the game in some cafeteria under the subarena (shit i have to go to bed now!!!) and it was LOUD and HOT and he was RIGHTDGHKfjdsfjdklfjdlkdfj!! there. and i waved and he waved. ^-^ and he left at 5 (class prolly) and oh my god nakata scored a goal! i should NOT have screamed because i have to be LOUD tomorrow.
andi have to go to bed!! dskfjdslfjdslfjdjlkjfs!!!!!!
hikaru! HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!
current mood:  giddy
current music: shiina ringo, green CD with her with a camera on the cover
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| Wednesday, June 12th, 2002
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9:05 pm - you are looking at one tired bunny girl's journal
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i trained so hard today. part of me feels proud of myself. part of me is disappointed with myself because i always stare down when i start shuujuuing fuck i forgot the word instead of straight ahead. and then we went one-on-one and i noticed the two first years who have taken karate before giving each other looks and smiles everytime they went up against me in the one-on-one fighting. and one of them is really really good, and he kicked me super hard in the face, and i was weak to begin with. i haven't felt my heart race so fast in a long time. and i couldn't HIT him no matter how hard i tried.
i don't know. it upset me, more than i should have been upset. when renshuu ended, i went to the dressing room and stayed in the shower for a bit, i cried a little, and then i was still red-faced and hot and sweaty, and the guy asked me if i was ok but i'm still hurting inside, you know? i mean, i know i'm the worst in the class, i know i have no fighting skills whatsoever, but you don't have to humiliate me. i'm doing my best.
anyway, after renshuu i'm walking home by myself because i feel bad. i mean, i don't know if it's sick tired or what. and i walk and then ken comes up (willowy first year) and asks me if i'm ok. tells me he got kicked REALLY hard (same guy) in the ribs. (the thing that irritates me about this guy's friend? is that he uses all these polite forms with me, won't call me anything other than sempai, and yet he gets cocky and has no problem showing me up and showing off. asshole X-x;) and he said a few things and made me laugh.
and that makes me feel better. that's why i'm not hating karate. and yes, i will be doing karate from 8:20am saturday until evening time. and sunday morning from 9 til about 2 or so.
i hate when my weekends are more tiring than weekdays. X-x;
i want to rest, but i have homework X-x; iyaaa.
current mood:  crappy
current music: sakamoto maaya, easy listening
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4:27 pm - sparkley things i DON'T like.
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i am not happy right now. i made a nice big stirfry before karate. i ate 1/3 of it, and then i put the rest in my pretty blue bowl, and i washed my dishes and carried my pretty blue bowl into my room.
where i promptly dropped it and it shattered, spreading food all over my floor, in the closet, on top of my school books. RIGHT in the walk way.
dammit all to hell. so i have a dirty sparkley mess in my room, a waste of food, and there's all this food that i was gonna eat TOMORROW for breakfast X-x; dammit all to hell. what a waste.
and i had to waste 20 minutes cleaning instead of relaxing or getting ready for karate. and now i am getting it out of my system in the blog.
;;breathes in and out;;
but, good news! isabel has a friend, a wonderful friend, who only wants my soul in exchange for sakamoto maaya's new single recorded for me on MD! ^-^ my soul is such a small price for somethign so wonderful...
ok now i must go to karate. i've been listening to sheena ringo, i feel like.. i'm back in g-boro.
felis, do you want me to get the new sheena CD here for you? i have to send you stuff anyway. ^-^
...karate... X-x;
current mood:  exanimate
current music: fujakusum fujam ^-^ by shiina ringo
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| Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
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9:51 pm - no title..
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i just did something really, really bad. in fact, maybe so bad that i will get flamed and killed. but, it's because i have a big mouth, which i inherited from my mom. and i have loud opinions.
today was class til 12:30, and tehn i went to practice karate in front of my sempai so he could evaluate me by myself because i am REALLY stressing about this week's exam. so i go and dress out really quick and i warm up in the subarena. and it's 1 and he isn't there, and i'm all warmed up and i start going over my kata.
and sempai peeks his head in the subarena. he's been waiting outside for me. he watches me do my kata. he told me i'm doing WELL! kfjdfljdlkfjdldf!!! you have NO idea how happy it made me to have him tell me that he thinks my kata is 'pretty'. WOW. but i have to work on keeping my eyes straight ahead. i'm so feeling much better now abotu taking this exam.
we went over teh karate thing they say at the end of every renshuu. we went over what i'll be expected to do. he told me how to bow to the sensei and say stuff. which is nice, because everyone else knows except me X-x;
so, around 2, i left and went home. watched runaway bride. (good movie ;), makes me wanna get married) ate spagetti after because iw as starving. and then i slept until.. 8:30. baaad. so it's 10 now, i am out of milk, and i wanna go to the combini. and i have the kanji test tomorrow which i didn't study for X-x;
so i must study. ^-^
current mood:  awake
current music: Haru Ranman OP ^-^ dramas in the same room
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7:34 am - hisashiburi!
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i haven't typed in my journal in a while ;-; i missed it.
no news really. i have stuff that happened this weekend that i wana talk about but i'll get to it later.
i'm putting off my shower because last night it rained and my towel was on my balcony and now it is hanging in my bathroom under the fan and hopefully it will dry off soon. and i'm talking to ingridelicious on MSN messenger ^-^
we have new people in our dorm. i had a weird dream the night before last about one of the guys (in my class, been here since sept) going on the trip to nara, in a blue school bus (the kind you go on field trips back in elementary school on) and he had a rabbit in a cage. they left, and i was walking down the street (down my street back at home) and i stepped on brown glass shards.
last night, i dreamt i was on a dance floor and this really cute guy (tall, blonde, blue eyes) was going around asking people what their sign was. he came to me and i said 'I'm on the cusp, do you know which sign i am?' and he and i started dancing. he kept playing with the lights as we'd walk by them (he ended up breaking a chandalier, just unplugging it and having trouble getting it back up) trying to look at my eyes, whcih he was fascinated by.
so we end up dancing down some stairs and we're on this train, and we're alone and start kissing and doing the things poeple do before sex. i'm on top, he's on bottom, and it's really really great. we wanna trade positions, he's on top, he's this balding japanese buisnessman! what the hell?! and he's ready to get it on, i ask him where he lives. he says some random ass place. i'm wondering why the hell he's here and what happened to my cute guy. that was pretty much it. i left and watched some guy smoke a crack pipe (some famous soccer player), and then some japanese school girls started having athsma attack-like reactions to it.
... strange dream. what happens when you go to sleep before 11. and wake up around 6 and see that it's rained. and your towel is wet.
maybe it's dry.
current mood:  lethargic
current music: wide open spaces, dixie chicks (why is this in my head?)
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| Sunday, June 9th, 2002
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3:21 am - good morning america!
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what are you doing up at 3am?!
well, last night we were supposed to wake up around 2 and watch fifth element, and i slept through the alarm. so we woke up this time around 2 and watched the second half. it was pretty good. bizarre, but good. i want milla jovovich's hair in that movie.
i can't believe i just volunteered to be the bunny girl at otakon this year. (I'm gonna have to send a picture, they may want a skinny ass girl, and while i am not skinny ass, i do have very nice legs (thank you pixilicious) and the tendency to be.. lagomorphic.) i prolly won't get it but still...
orange wig ^-^
karate was HELL today. not only was it hot (it wasn't as bad as yesterday tho) and un-ventilated (the gym), but sensei came. and we had to do kata individually in the middle of everyone else. i was terrified, because i didn't understand the system of doing kata by oneself. it was so humiliating, because i was the second one to go and the sensei was shouting something at me (look ahead!) and i didn't know i was too quiet.
it was crazy. and after that, we had very few breaks and i needed water what felt like every five seconds. X-x;
and after that, i ran home really fast and got my papers (for the test next weekend, i forgot them) and ran back, and sempai helped me fill them out. and we talked for a bit. and then i walked home and snuck beeruchan out after my shower (it was sooo nice) and we watched fifth element and ate okonomiyaki (it came out ok), and went for a walk down to the park.
well, on the way to the park, drinking coffee and yogurt (me coffee, bell yogurt), i saw this girl sitting in front of pare. she looked familiar, but i didn't wanna scare some random girl.
turned out she's one of the girls from iaido, the one who's always messing up her feet and having the other guys help her out a lot. she's really skinny, and she has an obsession with imitating cats. anyway, i recognised her and she recognised me. she was really weak, and i was wondering if she was drunk or suffering dehydration ro what. it was really scary.
so she starts falling back and i catch her head. one of her friends rides up on a motorbike. and then zaki comes on his motorcycle, and they carry her to zaki's apartment (pretty close) and i help by pushing a motorbike and beeruchan carries the girl's stuff. it was really weird, and aparently this girl has health problem of some sort. but she was ok, i guess. then we went to the park.
saw bats, played 20 questions. ^-^ and walked home and got her back into the dorm and drew pictures (i may write a fanfic because i can't draw and it's frustrating me to no end). and went to sleep ^-^
tomorrow, we are going to nagoya to play around and buy CDs ^-^ (well, i can't buy anything X-x;)
more later, i am tired.
current mood: sleepy
current music: wonderwall, oasis (random song stuck in head)
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| Friday, June 7th, 2002
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3:20 am - good morning california!
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i have decided instead of saying ohayou, i am going to say california, or new york, or north carolina. why do people pick on ohiyou?
hee. isabel is a tako. and she is here with me. we're tired. and the computer hruts my eyes so i am going back to bed. i want to lucid dream some more. i swa pretty things. like lights and flashing cards and rainbows. lots of rainbows. and isabel, she saw buttºerflies.
current mood:  high
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| Thursday, June 6th, 2002
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6:55 pm - incest
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i am marrying my cousin ^-^
who is coming to nagoya.
and who will be here.
in less than two hours.
can you say SQUEE!!!
so i need to go make some food for her when she gets here. and i need to clean my bathroom.
and i need to listen to my x-japan rental CD ^-^ happiness!!!
i can't WAAAAAIT!
another random note-- jan-nyan-chan, i have found the PERFECT present for you, and it will be in your package when i get around to mailing it (prolly around the middle of june, when everyone else will get theirs X-x; i am very very poor right now X-x;) i'm gonna show bell and see how she feels about it. it's SO jan-nyan-chan...
current mood: jubilant
current music: danieru, 23 hours (kanno youko feat. maaya)
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| Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
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9:38 pm - sleepy time...
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survived yet another day of karate. i am really really tired.
but tomorrow, my tako comes. MSN messenger works in my dorm. so, if you wanna chat, my MSN name is my e-mail and you can chat with me ^-^ ingrid!
current mood: excited
current music: here, kanno youko and sakamoto maaya
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| Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
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11:05 pm - i love nakata
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japan played an AWESOME game against the evil belgians. and nakata, the key player, he was always on the screen, always smiling and being the gorgeous nakata he is ^-^
i am such a hormonal rabbit girl X-x;
i e-mailed mr. spiegal on and off during the game, and after i told him my throat hurt from screaming at the TV, and i am going to study kanji.
i did study kanji. i swear i did.
^-^;;
tomorrow i karate. iyaaaaa.
current mood:  restless
current music: mr. children
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4:05 pm - don't.. you wanna come alongong? route 666
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guess what i'm listening to? ^-^;;
finally made that l'arc MD. awesome good music to listen to on days like today, or on days in general.
today is a down day, as much as i hate to admit to it. i'm irritated at the world. thursday can't come sooner. i feel like an utter reject. i have a messy room. X-x; the guy from pika is moving back home in the end of june ;-; i didn't get to play dr. mario (which i was upset about, and it had nothing to do with mr. spiegal, who i still haven't heard from...)
and, and, and.
i just feel down. and i want more chocolate milk.
current mood: crushed
current music: l'arc en ciel, the nepenthes
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| Monday, June 3rd, 2002
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9:34 pm - my eyes hurt
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i am sore, both physically (those stairs i have to climb monday are a bitch, on top of iaido), and mentally (upset at 'friends'), and heart-wise. god, why can't you like me?
hee, i made a pun. ^-^
mom said isabel can stay with me! ^^ mom said isabel is always welcome at my house! that means if isabel has the means to, isabel can stay at my house! and we can listen to music and pretend we're in karaoke, dance in front of the seiya shrine, sleep outside, CLIMB TREES! ride bicycles down main street, walk kokimomomomomoweetum, and.. yeah.
^-^
today was made a lot better because we didn't really do schoolwork today (we did songs today. and i did strobo no sora because we didn't analyse the lyrics. someone called it 'airy fairy' X-x; grr. he pisses me off sometimes too.) and then i came home and i checked my mail box (expecting nothing) and WHOA low and behold, there was a love package from my dear, sweet, favourite sexy canadian biochemist!
filled with letter (made me feel much much better, because 'friends' were being 'friends,' and everyone else has been receiving packages lately but not me ;-;) and tape! which i listened to after class. complaints? it was a little quiet. (i put on a CD afterward and almost fell over deaf because i had turned the volume up so loud X-x;;) but otherwise, for someone out of practice and not a good piano player,
STEPHEN IS AWESOME! ^-^
and handwriting is daitai futsu to ... FUCK. it's average i think. ^-^
dammit, i tried writing aletter to him and put kanji in it X-x;
after that, i got ready for iaido. went to iaido, got mr. spiegal as my sempai of the day. of course, i'm the worst student in our group. he's really nice about it though. tries to help me out. there were five of us, three in the front and me and aki in the back. he was mostly in the front. and he hasn't e-mailed me back. dammit all to hell. he left early today too, didn't say goodbye or anything ;-; oh well. better luck next time.
after iai, aki and i and two others went to pare and walked aki home (i rode my jitensha) and i bought milk. and yakisoba. bad girl. and i ate it. after 9pm. that means, everything i just ate turns into fat. feeling down on myself, because body image here is everything. a girl my size is like seeing one of those obese people featured on jerry springer. it's awful X-x;
i think i'm gonna go to bed. i'm really tired. got a nice long letter from mom, all is good at home. and isabel can come to my house! ^-^
and isabel is coming on thursday, so life will VASTLY improve, as we will become some crazy little.. takos ^-^
current mood:  optimistic
current music: l'arc en ciel, Stay Away
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11:39 pm - sleepy time...
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the best purchase of the day--
the new CD. kanno youko plays this gorgeous piano solo in the end. and there are some really pretty songs with maaya.
if you can't tell, i absolutely adore these women.
so tomorrow, the songs i am choosing between are:
honey bunny
storobo no sora
koibito ni tsuite
call your name
i think i'm gonna do honey bunny. strobo no sora is a very personal song to me, and i don't want the teacher to interpret it differently than i have, or tell me i'm misinterpreting. koibito ni tsuite is good for teaching 'hitotsu, futatsu, mittsu, yotsu, itsutsu, muttsu, nanatsu, yattsu' but it's kinda slow. call your name makes me wanna cry, now that i realised it's written by maaya and it's for hitomi.
i also chose honey bunny because sakamoto maaya wrote it ^-^
shit, i am such a geek.
i was also trying to choose between l'arc, and i didn't realise JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE THESE GUYS. you know, you take stuff for granted, when you don't understand the language and you go on the basis of what the song sounds like.
anyway, i am gonna be picking up a lot of japanese from l'arc and adding them to my MDs.
annoying thing-- a bug was in one of those folders (i had some of my papers (a lot from last semester) organised in this folder thingy) and he refused to come out! and he kept trying to mush himself and i was trying to get him out but he was just so damn stubborn! i came to the conclusion after about 10 minutes that he wasn't japanese. and he didn't understand english either. sometimes bugs get on my nerves.
but, most of the time, i like them ^-^
today, i looked at kitty porn. but i prefer the doggy porn. you know, the cute little books of baby animals looking cute? yeah. i saw the kitty porn and thought immediately of beeruchan.
although, technically, when i think of beeruchan, i should be thinking about tentacle, i mean octopus/tako porn ^-^
night night, sleepy world, good night!
current mood:  mellow
current music: 23 hours, Kanno Youko feat. Sakamoto Maaya
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8:29 pm - sleepy bunny!
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i am one sexy little bunny girl!
first purchase of the day, black olives. yum. black olives. i walked around fushimi, went to hilton (for money), went around to nagoya, walked all the way back to hilton (made a bit circle), walked to sakae, went shopping in sakae. found gap (thank you lyle), found parco. found everything i wanted, just about. bought headband (the kind that combs your hair back all around your head, like faye valentine ^-^), yellow hair tie thingy (which i put in conjuction with the comb headband for a faye-look ^-^), sexy pants (size 10! GAP! aklsjfldkfjldkfj! that's a size smaller than the pants my mom sent me, and it's GAP! (which means that's standard size!) i came home and put them on and everyone was like WHOA look at them legs!), sakamoto maaya's new album! (well, it's actually kanno youko's new album featuring maaya ^-^) for 1500 yen, some eye liner, thai seasoning (sweet red pepper spicy sauce), lots of onigiri (ok, two) from family mart, coffee ^-^, i had ice cream ^-^, i did a lot of window shopping. drooling over some really fucking cool shoes. but they were too expensive.
and my feet HURT. i am so tired. but it's the good kind of tired.
i rode yukito san home in 10 minutes (count em! that's half the time i usually take!), ran my stuff back to my room, ran to pare where i did my food shopping til next thursday (because i will buy fresh food for bell ^-^), met up with mai and we rode bikes home together. kanko-chan is home for a bit today, which makes me happy. but she left ;-;
she did get to see my sexy pants. ^-^
i have to pick a song in japanese for my class. ;-; there are so many...
see, i could do the real folk blues.. i could do any of maaya's songs (because i love them all), i could do l'arc en ciel.. my god i love them too.. or i could do ... oh the decisions!!!
i must go wrack my brains!
current mood:  flirty
current music: the real folk blues, yamane mai
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9:57 am - happy birthday to crystal!
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even though i haven't seen you in forever, we haven't had a real conversation in a long time, and we haven't been friends since middle school. not really ^-^ but, i still remember today is your birthday ^-^
today is a gorgeous, wonderful day. blue sky. moon at 7:45 this morning (first thing i saw when i woke up), and i have someone to go with me to sakae (lyle ^-^) although i wonder about his fashion sense.
ittekimaaaaasu!
current mood:  refreshed
current music: cats on mars, CB-Vitaminless
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